Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Two Poems About Heartbreak

Two poems about heartbreak to read and re-read as needed. Bitterness with energy.
Feistiness. These women won't take no shit though their pain seems infinite. I like to imagine that I am as tough, as capable, or could be.

Poem about heartbreak that go on and on

bad love last like a big
ugly lizard crawl around the house
forever
never die
and never change itself

into a butterfly

- June Jordan


Don't Let's Talk About Being in Love

Don't let's talk about being in love, OK?
- about me being in love, in fact, OK?
about your bloated face, like a magnolia;
about marsupials,
whose little blunted pouches
I'd like to crawl inside, lips first;
about the crashing of a million waterfalls
- as if LOVE were a dome of glass beneath a lake
entered through a maze of dripping tunnels
I hoped and prayed I'd never be found inside.

At night I dream that your bedroom's crammed with ducks.
You smell of mashed-up meal and scrambled egg.
Some of the ducks are broody, and won't stand up.
And I dream of the fingers of your various wives
reaching into your private parts like beaks.
And you're lying across the bed like a man shouldn't be.
And I'm startled awake by the sound of creaking glass
as if the whole affair's about to collapse
and water come pouring in with a rush of fishes
going slurpetty-slurpetty-slurp with their low-slung mouths.

- Selma Hill


Saturday, December 4, 2010

(Despair)

Just two brief excerpts, things that I can and cannot say; because I have slept and must go out, have had my coffee and my yogurt parfait, though they neglected to bring me toast; because someday we must all die; there is always, at the end, loss; and light, and the absence of light, and tissues caught on barbed wire blowing beside the field; and sheep who gather around, and bulls; and photographs of rivers and the Eiffel Tower, and the churches and the gargoyles in their places glowing yellow; and I was able to touch, alone, the inky dark of the Seine; and will be off again, will see sky again, even sunsets from the tops of clouds.


"I love you first because you wait, because
For your own sake, I cannot write
Beyond these words. I love you for these words
That sting and creep like insects and leave filth.
(…)

And all your imperfections and perfections
And all your magnitude of grace
And all this love explained and unexplained
Is just a breath."

- from V-Letter, by Karl Shapiro


"Not, I’ll not, carrion comfort, Despair, not feast on thee;
Not untwist- slack they may be- these last strands of man
In me or, most weary, cry I can no more. I can;
Can something, hope, wish day to come, not choose not to be."

- from Carrion Comfort, by Gerard Manley Hopkins