Two poems about heartbreak to read and re-read as needed. Bitterness with energy.
Feistiness. These women won't take no shit though their pain seems infinite. I like to imagine that I am as tough, as capable, or could be.
bad love last like a big
ugly lizard crawl around the house
forever
never die
and never change itself
into a butterfly
- June Jordan
Don't Let's Talk About Being in Love
Don't let's talk about being in love, OK?
- about me being in love, in fact, OK?
about your bloated face, like a magnolia;
about marsupials,
whose little blunted pouches
I'd like to crawl inside, lips first;
about the crashing of a million waterfalls
- as if LOVE were a dome of glass beneath a lake
entered through a maze of dripping tunnels
I hoped and prayed I'd never be found inside.
At night I dream that your bedroom's crammed with ducks.
You smell of mashed-up meal and scrambled egg.
Some of the ducks are broody, and won't stand up.
And I dream of the fingers of your various wives
reaching into your private parts like beaks.
And you're lying across the bed like a man shouldn't be.
And I'm startled awake by the sound of creaking glass
as if the whole affair's about to collapse
and water come pouring in with a rush of fishes
going slurpetty-slurpetty-slurp with their low-slung mouths.
- Selma Hill